I dont want to be here right now. I want to be gone from this place. Home life is really bugging me right now.
Last night I spent the night at Marks house, and I came how earlyish, because mom told me if I was gonna go with dad n get my new phone today that I would have to be home. So I came home, and dad was gone. He came home a few hours later and the parents started talking about rent money and how I hadnt payed for a while (They didnt ask, so I didnt bring it up.) and after we figured out that I owe them just over three hundred dollars, dad started talking to me about my phone, and if I wanted to pay two hundred dollars for a phone, and talking about the data plan and shit, and basically trying to talk me out of my idea. so i brought up my original idea, and he kinda shot that one down too. He told me to look through the list of phones, and find one that met my criteria that I liked. I already did that. thats how I came up with those two in the first place! and then mom said we would have to put off me getting a new phone until next week because we had to work on flynns stupid 'family project' thing for his freaking merit badge so that he can MAYBE get his eagle scout in time. I dont care about his eagle, and from the way flynn acts about it, neither does he.
So now, my one thing I've been asking about for a week is put off for ANOTHER week (which also probably wont happen, because my classes are starting next week.), I'm sitting here with nothing to do on this stupid project, i owe my parents most of (if not ALL) my money, and I'm stuck with my old phone (which has been crapping out for the past year) for at least another week.
And on top of it all I still have the Mark thing on my mind, which hurts every time I think about it
I feel so stressed out right now.
God damnit, I just want to scream.
I need a day off from life.
I'm gonna go cry now.
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